Today it's my day 5 , I don't know how I feel but I no longer feeling hurt when I see him, I think that's a progress.I set down I saw that no this is time to really let go as much as I loved him, there's no turning back.Oye love will never be the same after this time. I had hopes that no we will pass this but in the past few days I set down , and I saw no this is a good decision but let me be easy on myself and let this man go.I was proud when he texted me I just bluetocked him after 2 days he called I didn't pick up and I didn't block him.Reason not to I want to text myself that he can stay there but not have place in my life.As much as he knows I love him , he must be surprised that this person was really serious this time she's really tired.Im really proud , I'm that kind of a person I'd spend days not eating at all crying .But this time life is just going on , I'm doing more introspection on myself .
Last updated on:2025-08-05T01:50:04+05:30
Comments (4)
you didn’t block him. maybe it’s not about control this time, just proof you don’t need to chase what already left.
i remember the first time i didn’t cry when i saw him. felt weird, not sad, just quiet. your heart’s catching up to your choice. let it.
i used to beg for scraps. this time i let the phone ring and kept eating my lunch. proud yeah, but also pissed i ever made it that easy for him.
so proud of you, you doing great , hope you get over it and good you didn't block him me neither did i