Hey there! I just felt like sharing this. I was feeling good all day and all of a sudden I woke up in the morning and I reached out to see my phone and began crying. I really really feel the mornings are the hardest and the nights as well. I miss him so much though I know in my heart that he has treated me very badly. I have gave myself enough loose time to feel my emotions. Now I think it’s time to get myself together and try to stick to a routine. also, I have to reduce the amount of yapping I’m doing to my friends inorder to forget him or I might just be holding onto him through yapping to my friends.
Last updated on:2025-08-05T02:24:29+05:30
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sounds like u are trying to make sense of something that keeps changing shape. like knowing he was bad but still waiting for him to be good.
Yeah That could be it. I had been doing that unconsciously for a long long time like I know it in myself that what he’s doing was wrong and I kept waiting for him to realize on his own and change. Not doing that anymore!
i remember that shift. when you still miss them but something in you starts trying to protect you. you're not wrong for talking. just tired.
Thank you for pointing that out. Yes, really something in me started protecting me and I’m very grateful for that really. Thank you 💖
i used to talk about him so much my friends stopped texting back. mornings felt like my chest got stepped on. still kinda do.
I feel that. 🙃I’m sorry. But I pray that we will get through this! Sending light to you 🪔
I feel thay
Thank you for validating. sending you warmth ✨
you got this
thank you soo much♥️