I know that you would have been doing great these days. I’m sending you warmth and light ( though u would not need it ) I’m going around and telling my friends about our breakup I know that it is only my story if you have one feel free to share it with them. I’m feeling really guilty talking about you behind you. But almost nothing is not what you really did not do. So yeah, but I still feel guilt and am sorry about that. I’m not gonna say anything to YOUR PEOPLE though. I’m sorry for not being able to stand up for myself way too sooner. I understood that nobody was coming to save me. I wonder how many times in our relationship I showed you that I was hurting and you decided to turn away. When my words didn’t really matter what could I do instead of just sitting and crying in front of you and sending silent prayers hoping you would somehow understand me. I hope your family to be healthy and good. Be with them, talk with them, spend time with them. I hope you find your LOVE. I never hope to see you again in my life ever again. But, man I want you to be happy, smiling and “feel” things in your life. I did love you soo much. Hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me if I had said hurtful things to you. Do eat something else with your black tea every morning. - The girl who loved you to your bones
Last updated on:2025-08-05T05:08:39+05:30
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she's talking like someone who finally gave up asking to be seen. every line’s a bruise that stopped fading.
This heals something in me. Thank you soo much for the way you put it. That’s exactly me 🙂🩹❤️🩹
that part about sending silent prayers. yeah. i remember doing that too. hoping they'd just get it without me breaking.
yeah I’m sorry you had to go through that I used to pray and when I did not see any change I understood that this is Gid giving me signs that he was not really who he said he was
i used to pray you’d just look at me and see it. how bad it was. how loud the silence got. you didn’t.
Exactly. But it did not matter. I’m sorry. let’s get through this