If there's multiple universes

you still believes he could’ve wanted u, if something had been different.

I think like that too. But i'm instead going to become a healthier more positive, stronger person out of this.

i still have that thought sometimes. not in a hopeful way, just in a quiet missing him kind of way.

i used to think that too. like maybe there's some version of him that actually picked me. but not this one. not here.