day 8 no contact 😟, today I'm a bit down I don't know how I feel but one thing I know I'm not going back, I'm running and I'm not turning back , it's enough.I turn to see myself maybe as a bad person why Im feeling like I gave up early, my feelings for him are not strong as before.I wish him well but I don't want to be part of it as much as I helped him build up but Im feeling light , peaceful and disconnected from him the bond we had , the missings are just vanishing.Im starting to love the things I used to love before meeting him.Im at peace I don't know how to explain it but I'm there.In my mind I'm like next week Monday I'll say 16 days ☹️🤗♥️ let me be a strong girl
Last updated on:2025-08-06T04:11:02+05:30
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your body let go before your mind caught up. that kind of peace doesn’t show up if the bond’s still real.
i remember the first time i laughed at something and didn’t think about texting him. it felt weird. good weird. like i missed myself more than i missed him.
i wasted so much energy trying to feel the way he wanted me to feel. then one day i just didn’t. felt like nothing.
I'll definitely get there