3 months post breakup, 42 days no contact, and he is still living rent free in my head 24/7. I don't know how to stop thinking about him. It's all anger though. All I think about is how angry I am at him and how I want him to hurt the way he hurt me. I wish i could move on from this. I don't even know if it's him I miss or the life we had together. I guess i have always felt like I can't be happy unless I have a partner. I know that's not healthy and I am responsible for my own happiness, but I don't know how to find that happiness without him. I feel like I'm never going to get past this.
Last updated on:2025-08-06T01:49:02+05:30
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u r blaming herself for feeling what anyone would feel after being hurt. 42 days is nothing.
i thought it was him i missed. turns out it was feeling chosen. safe. it’s hard to grieve both at once.
i wanted him to feel it too. not just know he hurt me, but feel it every day like i did. like i still do.
Anger is good, it’s better than sorrow! And it means that you are on your way to a better life. ❤️ You deserves better than a man who hurts you. Believe in the process and believe in yourself. ❤️
Thank you for your kind words.