I have to give her stuff back today - I hate being here, just being in the city where she lives makes me want to cry because I remember everything we’ve done together - and on top of that, I have all HER stuff in perfect quality and she’s LOST one of the ONLY things I’ve given to her - I made her cookies and used my favourite container to give it to her and she’s lost it. I don’t know how, it’s MASSIVE but she’s lost it and she didn’t eat them all so she’s said there’s probably mold in it. I hate how she’s so inconsiderate and awful but I still love her - and I also can’t handle that this is the last time I’m ever going to see her. I can’t kiss her, I can’t hug her I can’t do any of that- I just have to give her shit back and leave and it’s killing me
Last updated on:2025-08-07T02:04:02+05:30
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you’re doing all the remembering and she’s just moving on. some people pack fast.
that last time seeing them thing messes you up. i remember holding my breath the whole time just so i wouldn’t fall apart in front of him.
she didn’t even care enough to keep the one thing you gave her. i had to drop his stuff off once, he didn’t even come to the door. just texted “leave it.”
We arranged to swap our things from the drive outside so I didn't have to see her. She even returned my Sons teddy that he gave her for her birthday in June. It's never ever easy. especially when they are a good person.