Celebrating my 50th day of no contact.
Last month, there wasn’t a day I didn’t cry, I felt helpless, constantly on the verge of reaching out and begging him to choose me. But I held back. I persevered.
“He had a choice, and he did not choose me.”I reminded myself of this every day, and it gave me the strength to never disturb him again.
Do I still think of him? Yes, sometimes.
But if you ask me whether I’d reach out to him again?
My answer is a firm NO.
I’m happier now. I deserve to be free and I deserve to be happy.
Last updated on:2025-08-08T05:01:02+05:30
Comments (6)
u already knew he wasn’t coming back, but needed to prove it to urself.
50 days is huge. i remember day 12 felt like a year. holding back when all you want is closeness… that kind of strength hurts.
i begged too. like actually begged. felt like i had no pride left. he just watched me fall apart and said nothing.
Your post shows huge growth and you overcoming what has happened to you. This is huge, in aid of your healing journey. Thoughts are part of self reflection, but knowing you are worth far more is you being true to yourself.
Well done ! that's the attitude 👏👏👏
congrat 🎉🎉🎉🎉 girl YOU'VE MADE IT HAPPEN !!!!