Hi everyone, so this is my 22nd day-no contact, after I broke it and got blocked everywhere. I went through some hard times in my third of relationship (we were renting in the meantime), the exams from the university, struggling with money and not finding a job and the overall stress which caused me so many panick attacks during the days and nights. She would make me feel like I was worthless and made me think I did not love her at all, because I could not give her the attention she wanted during my exams. The first 2 years of the relationship had it ups and downs, but it was beautiful and nothing was out of the ordinary. She let me down during my hardest times of my life and blamed me that I was an avoidant type to excuse her actions, while I was treated with silent treatment, ignorance and mockery when I was trying to get up back again. I felt thrown out like I meant nothing to her, did it before I left for my Erasmus in another country by myself and not knowing anyone.
Last updated on:2025-08-11T05:59:14+05:30
Comments (7)
she kept calling you avoidant so she wouldn’t have to look at how cold she was being.
Yeah, I don't remember hearing her how I was, just asked me one time why do I listen to a sad song, but brushed it off.
i get it. mine smiled through the good years too, then vanished the second life got too real.
when it got hard for me she left, but when she had it hard I was always there.
i remember begging for a little patience while i was drowning in work and bills. she acted like i was the problem.
Yeah, about the same, then I just became emotionally unavailable so I wouldn't crash
keep going and stay strong you are smashing it 🥰🥰