I realize how much low self esteem, people pleasing, not being able to set boundaries and lack of confidence have made my ex walk away. it seems that even hearing my voice is a struggle for him and I allow him to contact me despite every blame and hurt he’s put on me. I lack self esteem. I allow the abuse. I allow it all. to the point where the realization of it makes me wish I could escape this world, the social media, the cellphones, it’s all so painful and adds more pain to our hearts than not knowing and limited contacting. he didn’t trust me but I found a snap chat full, I mean full of only women. I really lack self esteem.
Last updated on:2025-08-11T05:48:02+05:30
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reading this feels like someone who kept opening the door even when it hurt every time.
i used to let someone treat me like i was nothing just so they wouldn’t leave. it’s awful how small that makes you feel.
i remember seeing that list of girls on his phone and feeling like my chest caved in. i hated that i still answered when he called.
You can deactivate your socials for a few days and go offline. It does help. Take the time to self reflect