Yesterday marked 60 days of silence. Two months gone by without seeing him, hearing his voice or sleeping in his arms. My last post a few days ago was about how I'd gone on a date and I didn't like it. Weirdly, I haven't cried since that day and the truth is I'd cry almost every single night. I feel at peace though sometimes the sadness and loneliness sweeps through but overall I feel okay. Looking to do 30 days and hit the 90 day mark I don't think it can get any worse than it is. What I was afraid of happening has already happened now.
Last updated on:2025-08-11T21:45:43+05:30
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you talk like the worst already happened, so the rest feels like counting time instead of bracing for impact.
I mean it already has ngl
sounds like you’ve found a little breathing room. i remember the first time i noticed i wasn’t crying every night. it felt strange but lighter.
I am hoping I can keep up and not cry anymore
i remember thinking 60 days meant something. it didn’t. i still woke up some mornings wanting to text and ruin it all.
I know I still miss him, still have feelings for him but the fact that have controlled myself enough not to reach out for 2 months is already a win for me
Blocking could make him feel in control, but if it’s what you truly want, go for it. Otherwise, let him witness just how amazing and fulfilling your life is without him 😉
I'll unblock him eventually when I know the feelings are truly gone. Again, if I hadn't blocked him, I'd still be entangled with his shenanigans, I'd tried no contact severally without blocking him and he'd keep texting and calling
Are you still checking their socials?
I blocked him everywhere 😩😩 when I went no contact. I unblocked his Instagram but can't see his activity coz he's private. But yes, the temptation to check is always there