48 days no contact and I finally had the courage to block him on email and Facebook but its killing me inside because he is my husband still. Alot of me wants to run to him and forget the pain but the other part of me wants him to realize what he lost when I chose to walk away. Seeing him post his "new life" where 4 years of marriage ended 48 days ago was just too much. I am terrified of the future but know that I had to take that step regardless of how hard. This has me in such a thick of feelings because I still love him so much. Please tell me this gets easier..
Last updated on:2025-08-13T02:13:02+05:30
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you holding both things at once, the love and the choice to walk away, and it’s exhausting.
i get that. i remember feeling like my chest was caving in but still knowing i couldn’t stay. it’s such a cruel mix of love and hurt.
i remember blocking mine and feeling like i’d just ripped my own arm off. seeing him act like our life meant nothing made me want to scream.
It will get easier. It's just going to take time. I'm on day 48 of no contact. It's been 3 months since he ended our 7 year relationship.
That's so brave! I'm proud of you