Hello guys it’s my 25th day and I’m telling you that eventually you’ll end up accepting. I still have up and downs but nothing compared to the first weeks. Lately i don’t know how do feel cause in 2 weeks I’m gonna be at her city on vacation, and to be honest i have that voice in my head that keeps asking if she’s gonna say anything or even want to see me, even though I’m blocked everywhere (cause i begged and pleaded and didn’t respected her space , but i’ve learned from my mistakes and that’s why I’m focusing on the whole No Contact thing) but she will eventually know I’m there cause she still follows my brother and Mom (which is weird but i don’t think much of it tbh). Anyways just wanna say that eventually you accept the whole breakup thing even though it might hurt. To be honest if anyone could say anything about the fact i’m gonna be at her city if i should ask her or let her know (even though i probably won’t do that) but i accept any opinions and thoughts about it cause i don’t know how to feel about it. Anyways hope everyone is doing good and I’ll keep you guys updated if anything happens.
Last updated on:2025-08-13T02:20:04+05:30
Comments (4)
you are wondering if seeing her in person would change anything. u already know it probably won’t.
sounds like you’ve made a lot of progress. those thoughts still come but they don’t control you like before.
i remember going back to his city and every street felt like it had his fingerprints on it. i didn’t reach out but i wanted to so bad.
I would recommended not reaching out to her. You may not get the reaction you hoped for and that will just make you feel bad all over again. If she wants to see you or talk to you, she knows where to find you.