I'm feeling really anxious now ( I have anxiety disorder) this is not working for me. we were not even a couple.. we were just filtring and then it happened (he just kissed me and we made out) it lasted an hour but it felt so real. he asked me if I was falling into him.. next day he told me he needed time (we are both married, I know this is trouble.im so embarrassed) after 2 days he blocked me on Instagram. I thought he got scared about my feelings.. that's all tomorrow 20 days. I can't stand this. I need to look him in the eyes and ask why? I can do that tomorrow if I want. he works at the post office I go there ask and close with dignity.. I'm going crazy. please tell me what to do? ðŸ˜.. I'm feeling desperate. give me an advice
Last updated on:2025-08-14T03:00:04+05:30
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twenty days in and the silence is eating at them more than the kiss ever did
sounds like you’re carrying all of it alone. i’ve had that mix of shame and wanting closure. it’s so hard to hold
yeah. I don't think he even cares. I thought I needed a closure . but absolutely silence is clear : he was only playing with me.
so you faced him ?.you went for answers ? I think that having a closure will bring me peace but maybe it will only hurt me more ...
i remember wanting answers so bad i couldn’t breathe. i thought if i saw him and asked why i’d finally sleep. but it never fixed anything
you went for answers?