13 years of celibacy even though Im married.. opened up with this man after 7 months of light filtring. I really felt he was special.. I let myself go (I'm not proud of it but it made me feel alive and desired). he obtained what he wanted. sex. (not even 5 minutes.. ) maybe he vanished and blocked me because he was ashamed of his rapidness???.. I can think anything now. any excuse can make sense. the only real thing is that I was feeling something and he knew it perfectly and he still played me like a fool. hurts a lot.
Last updated on:2025-08-13T19:41:31+05:30
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i get it. i told myself it was special too. it’s ok to feel hurt about it. you gave a piece of yourself.
yes. and he knew it and still played with me.. it really hurts and I'm feeling miserable 😣
i hate how they know exactly what they mean to you and still use it. mine smiled in my face like nothing happened.
I know that's true I was discarded like nothing happened...