trying really hard to hold on and not talk to him… i miss him extremely much everyday. he did try contacting twice but i should stay firm. i really want to, not sure what this will do …. dont even know why i am doing this.
Last updated on:2025-08-18T05:42:02+05:30
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you’re fighting two things at once, the urge to answer and the doubt of why you’re ignoring him. both feel exhausting.
i remember missing him so bad i felt sick. the days he reached out made it harder, not easier. i told myself it was ok to not know why i was staying away, just that i needed some space for me.
i used to stare at my phone and hate myself for wanting to reply. i’d tell myself i’m strong but then cry all night. it felt pointless. like why suffer in silence when i could just text.
i know right? he calls everyday.
and it feels so heavy to just stay strong and not answer his call…
you've got this!
Depends what he contacted you for? Did you pick up?
i did not answer, but i read his message through notifications that he was sorry for how he talked to me the last we spoke…
and that he misses me.
but i need to stop this toxic cycles of sorries and fights..
@SnowFlake37 if it's toxic let it go