In the last couple of days it felt very weird, kept having dreams about her, even waking up and then going back didn't fix anything, the dream continued like I never woke up. It stabbed me, it made me miss her so much and it gave me a sense of false hope that everything will be back to normal, that is just a break to find each other. I don't believe it is going to be like this, if I do it is the same as an open wound that won't heal. I still care about her and my feelings for her did not fade away, they are just muffled. I'm tired of feeling like this after 40 days almost.
Last updated on:2025-08-18T06:19:02+05:30
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40 days is still close. your mind keeps pulling her back in cuz it hasn’t adjusted yet. even when awake, the dream keeps bleeding through.
i had that too. the dreams felt so real that waking up hurt even more. i used to sit there after, trying not to fall back asleep just to avoid it.
Did not help,tbh. I kept thinking about it after I woke up as well
i remember those dreams. it pissed me off cuz i’d wake up sweating thinking we were good again then realize i was alone. felt like my brain was mocking me.
yeah, it happens to me too, drenched and confused when I wake up.
allow yourself to feel every emotion. you'll be okay. acceptance is the first time. trust me if you conquer that the rest just falls into place. love her from a distance