I've made it to day 4🥳🥳🥳 sitting here and reflecting on what happened, I wasn't really asking for much. Just a call later on in the evening or at night before he slept since he'd say he's busy the whole day. Just a simple one minute call to check up on me or tell me he's fine since it seemed every time I called was not the right time to call. But that was stil too much and he later left even after I begged him several times to make us work. I was not the problem, he was not the problem, it was just never going to be us in the end. It was never us
Last updated on:2025-08-20T04:52:03+05:30
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you figured out that no one was “wrong,” it just wasn’t matching up. i’ve seen that exact moment where the little asks feel huge to the other person.
i used to want the same thing, just to hear his voice before sleeping. it feels so small to ask, yet it told me everything when he couldn’t.
at some point it made me feel like I was asking too much but now I think I was just asking the wrong person
i remember begging too, literally crying on the phone asking for just the bare minimum. it’s sick how small i made myself just for a call that never came.
that last part, the call never came