The past three day have been positively calm (almost two months after the breakup)

our system got used to chaos and now with less noise it feels flat. happened to me, i kept asking myself if this calm was real or just another stage.

i thought calm meant i was fine but it just felt dull and hollow. sometimes peace feels like nothing at first.

when it finally went quiet for me i hated it. felt like my brain was just an empty room. i almost wanted the drama back just so something was happening.

I know the feeling.

It will get better ml

you'll get through it.