After i broke no contact a view times i finally no longer have hope that he will change. I finally realized that he just used me for his lust and will never really care about me or love me. I still miss him and its really hard not to check his socials, but im staying strong. i won't do it bc i can feel that this time i can finally heal. Even if he would text again. I realized my worth again. I deserve better and he's just not the Person who can give me what i want and deserve.❤️🩹
Last updated on:2025-08-23T03:16:02+05:30
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you already know the difference between missing him and knowing what he gave wasn’t love. that gap is painful but it’s also what makes the choice clearer.
i get the urge to look at his socials. i used to open the app and just stare at the little green dot next to his name. i knew it would mess me up but i did it anyway. it took me a while to stop, but the pull got weaker over time.
telling myself he cared deep down while he was just taking what he wanted. i felt so dumb every time i broke silence. it stung worse when i realized he wasn’t even losing sleep over me.