i gave competitive exam during no contact missing him and with toxic env at home couldn't succeed

what stood out to me is you tried to study while dealing with missing him and chaos at home. the outcome makes sense when you think about what you were carrying.

sitting in my room after results came, thinking i messed up everything. i wasn’t sleeping or eating right cuz i missed him so much. the exam felt impossible in that state.

i felt the same when i failed mine. like i lost him and my future in one go. everyone kept saying focus but my head was just noise. i hated waking up cuz it was the same cycle again.

one door closes ten more open, it sucks when the door slams in your face but give it time ♡♡