wow

wow, woke up finding it really tough today. very nearly sent her this text.This week's felt so long, I'm journaling , I'm writing my feelings down, I'm crying I'm processing it all. I'm planning my future ive set goals. And I still long for you. Your laugh, your smile even just your opinion on shits that's happening in the world ATM I miss it all. It stings so much knowing I wasted our time, there were loads of things we could have done. I wish I could go back, I wish I could have planned things for us, took you out and made you realise how much you really mean to me. I hate how it took for me to lose you to realise this. I know this message is pointless you don't love me anymore, and I think that's the hardest thing,if we had an argument or fallen out id be trying to fix it or if you betrayed my trust id hate you but you didn't, we didn't. We just didn't love each other how we wanted and now there is nothing I can do about it but sit with the pain. No hatred, just loss. I hope you're doing okay Abbi I hope you're processing it by letting your feelings out, it's okay to cry, it's okay to be happy too. I know you said to message you if I needed..I know you said you wanted to be friends but Abbi I can't right now I need to get to a point where I can accept these feelings I have for you and let it pass through me without having all the pain with it to. I'm so sorry this happened to us. I'm sorry for this random message out of the blue

Last updated on:2025-08-26T00:45:14+05:30