what if i will message her again and this time she will comeback?

you’re hoping the message will flip the ending. i thought that once, but all it did was show me how badly i wanted it more than her.

i remember wanting that too. i even typed out the message and sat staring at it for an hour. what helped me was asking myself if i could handle it if he ignored me again.

i did that. texted him thinking maybe he’d miss me now. he replied like nothing happened. it felt worse than silence.