it's day 26 i didn't cry yet because i was busy with work actually good that i was busy or else

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it's day 26 i didn't cry yet because i was busy with work actually good that i was busy or else i will just stay in my room crying about him ,i miss him i wish he never left but the fact he give up so easily is that fact holding me from everything about him i still remember every touch every word everything in my head i hate it i used to tell things and he understand everything i wish i never trusted him , i wish it soo bad how could i believe him , i hate that i trusted him it's hurt when he give up so easily that's the most hurtful thing i wish i didn't trust ... him......

Last updated on:2025-08-27T21:07:52+05:30

Comments (8)

dietie
dietie 6 mths ago

what’s hitting you hardest isn’t him leaving, it’s how quick he gave up. like all the memories still feel real but the ending makes them feel fake at the same time. that mix is what keeps looping.

DropVibe4
DropVibe4 6 mths ago

yes its the hardest part actually hurt really well

mindfull
mindfull 6 mths ago

i had that same ache where you just keep wishing you didn’t believe them. i remember lying awake remembering every little thing, it felt impossible to turn it off. i don’t think trusting was wrong i think it just hurts because he didn’t keep up what he promised.

DropVibe4
DropVibe4 6 mths ago

yup it's feels everything he said was just a lie

Nilombo
Nilombo 6 mths ago

i get what you mean about hating that you trusted. i used to replay his words in my head like a sick joke. i kept thinking wow i believed all that. like how do you throw me away that fast after making me feel safe. i hated myself for being that stupid.

DropVibe4
DropVibe4 6 mths ago

exactly feel so stupid because why i believe him

fusionfall
fusionfall 6 mths ago

I don’t know the context of what happened. but stay strong. you are alllowed to cry and feel down. You can get through this!

DropVibe4
DropVibe4 6 mths ago

thank you well keep every word in mind