I am new on this app because I am seeking help healing

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I am new on this app because I am seeking help healing, but basically about 5 days ago my boyfriend broke up with me. 3 days later he said he wanted to get back together. I said I needed time to think, but the next day I told him I'd give him another chance. He said he needed time to think about it and I asked him then why he reached out if he wasnt 100% certain and he said so that I don't forget about him so that he can work on himself and I won't have given up on us when he's ready. I took it as I'm just an "option". He asked me to give him until the end of today to go to therapy and decide, but I had to tell him no and that I am worth more then being someones option and that I gave him a second chance but he blew it and now it's over for real. I feel so hurt and confused and he's all I can think about, I almost even let him go to therapy and get back to me but I am worth more then just sitting around waiting for him to decide if he likes me or not. I don't know how to heal from this, I thought we were going to get married someday but instead I'm left so broken and unsure now on what to do or how to heal. I loved him so much and now I have an empty place in my heart where he used to be.

Last updated on:2025-08-27T17:45:05+05:30

Comments (4)

farawayme
farawayme 6 mths ago

i felt that same empty spot when mine ended. i couldn’t stop picturing what we planned, the house, the future, and suddenly none of it was real. it took me a long time to believe i didn’t need him to prove i was worth more. right now it just aches but it won’t stay that sharp forever.

Revella
Revella 6 mths ago

yeah i’d be pissed too. like you already said yes and then he pulled the wait let me think thing. feels like a mind game. i remember feeling like i was just there as backup, waiting around while he decided if i was worth it. it made me hate myself for even considering it.

Unhealed
Unhealed 6 mths ago

Force yourself to get out of bed every morning. I know it's hard, but you have to do it.

DriftDash783
DriftDash783 6 mths ago

If you belong together you'll find a way back in the future. and If not then it never was meant to be. but it gets easier every day. do things you like. Go out for a walk, even If you really dont want to. eat your fav food. eat loads of ice cream and watch stupid movies all night long. you'll heal.