I had a dream that he reached out and that he wanted me again and in that dream (it's like a dream within a dream yk)I unblocked him a and tried to ass him back on Instagram when I woke up I was so scared that I actually did it and when I didn't I was relived but a part of me still wanted from him to reach out and to talk to me again I miss him but I can't forgive him for what he did to me. I don't want to be in a toxic relationship anymore but I still miss him
Last updated on:2025-08-29T21:47:03+05:30
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your mind is testing both sides. wanting the contact, then remembering why you left. i did the same, it was like my sleep was replaying what i couldn’t sort out awake.
i had nights like that too waking up shaky cause my brain kept giving me what my heart wanted and what i knew i couldn’t have. it’s confusing when you still miss someone who hurt you.
i used to wake up pissed at myself cause in my dream i was begging him back like nothing happened. made me feel gross. missing him and hating him at the same time messed with my head so bad.