so it's day 29 the past two days i didn't feel like i want talk or write but yesterday i said i miss him ik đ but i will let every feeling go about every tho everything about him well go away with them i cried when i said i miss him but yeah then i just got back to normal a guy was telling me we were on call he said if he come back and say he is regretting and wrong whatever would you go back i was like no why would go with someone who give on , on argument and didn't try to fix anything he just decided to leave and i said like do i not have self respect to go with him after the way he treated talk in the worst way ever in my opinion, i don't think he is good person anymore, i don't know still think about him miss him also but it wilh heal , i will get better because it's not the end when someone saw unworthy there love , maybe i was just not the right for them and i do deserve love from someone and i do believe in god he give me this lesson to learn from this experience and don't make the same mistake i trust god plan's always...
Last updated on:2025-08-30T04:39:02+05:30
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youâre trying to hold two truths, missing him and not wanting him back. i did the same. iâd say one thing on the phone then cry later. it felt like my head and my heart were in different places.
i remember crying while saying i missed him, then later telling myself i deserved better. itâs confusing, feeling both things in the same day. youâre not wrong for missing and youâre not wrong for saying you wouldnât go back either.
day 29 hit me too. i said i missed him then got mad at myself for saying it. like how the hell do you miss someone who trashed you and walked away without trying. i hated how weak it made me feel.