I miss her so much. We both needed to step up and didn’t, and I wish now we had. I dream of her reaching out saying she knows what went wrong and wants to fix it. I know that’s not going to happen right now. I know she’s done, but I still love her. She was my person, she made me happy, and it hurts to lose that. But writing this down helps me release it, instead of sending it to her.
Last updated on:2025-09-01T09:23:02+05:30
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you’re using the notes app as a substitute for her. i did the same, typed out what i wanted to say and stared at it, knowing it would never land in her phone.
wanting him to show up and say he got it now. writing instead of sending was the only thing that kept me from begging again.
i used to write long drunk texts and delete them before sending. hated how pathetic i felt wanting someone who already walked away.
thats what im thinking but she treated me so badly and disrespected me but i still love her and i cant let go
we treated eachother fine at the start. it was shit towards the mast year and a half. living together was tough and we stopped being romantic