I want to text him. Ask him how’s he? how’s his life going? Is he happy or still think of me? But I know the answer He doesn’t think of me anymore, he doesn’t even care. I am the one who thinks of him 24/7, every minute, every second. I am the one who deactivated all her social accounts and pushed away the people I love. I am the one who has cried every single night from 11 August 2024 until today. I am the one who’s hurting, suffering and dying inside every moment. I am the one who still finds way to stalk him. I am the one who fakes a smile for everyone. I am the one who lost her friends. I am the one who’s alone, fighting against trauma, depression and anxiety. I am the one who lost herself forever. And yet, despite it all, I am still here hoping that one day you will come back to me. Though deep down, I know you never will.💔
Last updated on:2025-09-01T09:36:03+05:30
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this feels like someone who gave up everything just to hold onto a memory. i did that too, shut out people, erased myself, and still kept stalking. nothing ever changed on his side, only on mine.
i used to open my phone and type “how are you” then delete it. i cried myself to sleep for months. the hope kept me alive but also broke me more. i get what you mean.
i remember begging for scraps of attention, asking myself if he still thought about me while i cried every night. i hated how much of myself i threw away just to keep hoping. it felt like i was rotting inside.
can you reconnect with friends? helps a lot talking and earing other perspectives. i also listen to podcasts about breakup. it helps
Because of some situations, I don’t feel like talking to friends right now. I’ve taken a break from everything and everyone. Maybe podcasts could help me too in the meantime. I will try.
You deserve much better, love. I know you're tired of hearing that but you deserve someone that will make you happy. You can talk to me if you ever need to. Please take care of yourself and eat if you haven't yet.
I know you’re right, but my heart still struggles to believe it. Your words mean a lot. Thankyou🩷