today I felt like calling him, texting him then I remembered what he told me when we broke up he told me am calling him 75 times don't I love myself am looking for someone who is not looking for them don't I love myself I stopped but I was like maybe lemme text him we end in good terms but I stopped
Last updated on:2025-09-01T06:54:02+05:30
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you remembered his words right in the middle of wanting to reach out. sounds like those words still sit in your head even more than the urge to text does.
i used to type out whole messages then just sit there staring at them. part of me wanted peace too. i get why you stopped, it takes so much strength even if it doesn’t feel like it.
i heard the same crap. like me blowing up his phone was some crime while he was the one who left. i hated how he twisted it into me not loving myself. it still pisses me off.
I used to drunk call my ex most of the time when we broke up multiple times and we mostly get back together but the cycle is toxic. As much as you wanna reach out because you still have feelings and deep care towards this person it's better not to since they themselves didn't reach out to you if they feel the same way as you feel. It hurts a lot especially for the first few weeks or months even but it will pass. You got this!
You're NOT desperate. You're just hurt and inlove. Don't be so hard on yourself. You deserve someone that would pick up on the first phone call to begin with. Sending you lots of love ❤️
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I used to do the same until I had some self respect.. I mean you have a value, preserve it don't waste your energy on someone they don't waste theirs on u.