it's feels empty

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it's day 33 i still miss him when something bad happened or anything because i used to always go to him and say everything And making me feel better but now everytime i remember him or miss him say he give up , he did let me go that it .. and i hate that I didn't want sound like im begging for him to stay which definitely not me and he wouldn't listen i hate him and i miss him i don't know if i still love him tho..

Last updated on:2025-09-03T22:50:04+05:30

Comments (5)

kiwillbon
kiwillbon 6 mths ago

reading this feels like you’re split, missing the comfort but also reminding yourself he chose to walk away. that mix is exhausting i remember being stuck in that same back and forth.

catylove
catylove 6 mths ago

i remember trying to stop myself from sending that please don’t leave text. i never begged either but the feeling was still in my chest like i wanted him to fight for me. it hurts when they don’t.

YawnPop671
YawnPop671 6 mths ago

I feel the same. It wasn't even a relationship but I got so used to rant to him. I stopped talking to him because he felt no feelings for me. Letting go of the habit has been so difficult.

romentica
romentica 6 mths ago

i hated that part when i needed him the most and he wasn’t there anymore. i’d get mad at myself for even wanting to reach out. it made me feel pathetic and i hated him for making me feel that way.

shrutea18
shrutea18 6 mths ago

umm it happens it's normal even I used to do the same thing it's only have been 2 days but the only thing giving me strength is this time god making you stronger once you start healing yourself listening yourself once you be your own support system then not any kind of problem will occur in future which you can't deal make yourself stronger because your future wants to see you stronger