my heart aches for the fact that I love him so much and it breaks when I started to accept thats were not meant for each other. One minute I love him the other minute I dont know if he's was even right for me and I cry looking at our picture and can't even get a word from him. Begging him to just talk to me crying when he doesn't want too. Holding back tears when one mention his name or asking me when last I talk to him if we gonna work things out but I just simile and say No he left so I think he better off. I messaging him begging and crying just for him to not reply of reply dry. We both hurt each other but when I wanted to leave him and said no things just hit a rough path and it going to get better and I try to work thing out with him. I got a agure problem and I does get upset really fast.But is not like when I get upset is not for a valid reasons I might overreact because I told him before stop upset me. I try working on it and I ask him to work on what he's saying to me we was going so good without agreement and he called me stupid and what we break up over is so stupid I don't know if moving on for him is easy but it not for me. I even try letting others Speck to him but no answer 🥲
Last updated on:2025-09-04T22:55:03+05:30
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you’re replaying both sides the love and the fights, the begging and the ignoring. i did that too going back and forth, trying to make sense of something that already ended.
i remember smiling in front of people saying no we’re done when inside i wanted him back so bad. it’s rough holding all that while acting like you’re fine.
i begged too. sent long messages crying, then hated myself when he replied one word like i was nothing. the silence made me feel crazy like i was the only one who cared at all.
That's exactly how I feel
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