day 12. today I feel like why did I give her the ultimatum to stay or not. what if I just waited? talked more? could we have solved things? god I miss her.
Last updated on:2025-09-05T09:23:02+05:30
day 12
day 12. today I feel like why did I give her the ultimatum to stay or not. what if I just waited? talked more? could we have solved things? god I miss her.
Last updated on:2025-09-05T09:23:02+05:30
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you’re looping back to that one moment. i did the same with a breakup, kept circling the what if instead of the weeks of everything that led up to it.
i did that too. cornered him with the decide now thing and then he chose the door. i hated myself for forcing it but i was also pissed he didn’t fight for me anyway.
like I understand she have doubts and have to take "some" time to think. but 1 month. 1 month I have to live in doubt, fear, confusion and anxiety. I deserved a answer… maybe I shouldn’t have.
day 12 as well. it’s so hard
i remember replaying that one talk again and again thinking if i had said less or waited more maybe he’d still be here. missing her makes that thought louder it made sense to me too.