and yet again I texted him all those no contact days for nothing i again texted him...i love him so much comeon man 5 years do mean something...he had this I'd on ig and he deactivated it not because I wanted or asked him but he did it because he didn't wanted me to get insecure...he made an account where he only followed male influencers and me there was something about that man...he always knew what he wanted...i found out he reactivated that previous account and for some reason the thought that someone might take him away from me made me sick to my stomach...I texted him again and yet again everything seemed imperfectly perfect
Last updated on:2025-09-06T02:34:03+05:30
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what pulls you back is how he adjusted himself for you before, like proof he was serious. that same proof is making it harder to accept what’s happening now.
i get why you reached out. when someone once cared enough to change little things for you, it’s hard not to cling to that. i used to replay those signs and think it meant the love was still alive.
i begged, texted, ruined all my no contact just to feel like i still mattered. it felt disgusting every time but i kept doing it.
i guess you have to keep doing it until the thought of talking to them disgusts you
I totally get it. I am in full contact with my ex right now because I love him so much and I just can't let him go. I understand how difficult it can be and I don't really have advice because I am doing the same thing. Everyone keeps telling me to just stop talking to him and that he wasn't worth it and to just move on, but it is something I can't do because of all the love I still have for you. Sorry I don't have advice, just know you aren't alone ❤️
i totally get it i think we should just follow our heart for once and do whatever seems right