it's day 34 i had internship for 8 hours i was really busy and stuff and all was i thinking was him i miss him , yk i was thinking like why is it so hard for people to love me .. i remember once i told him people make me feel like I'm really hard to love then i said you make it sound easy idk now i think im actually really hard to get loved by family friends or a bf .. it's still fine tho in the end of day i was always alone but the feeling being loved by someone who cares about you i always wanted that.
Last updated on:2025-09-06T02:20:04+05:30
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you’re replaying that one line in your head. you told him your fear, he gave you comfort, and now the comfort is gone so the fear feels louder. i did that too, held onto one sentence.
about being hard to love, and for a while he made me believe i wasn’t. losing that made me question myself all over again. i get why you feel like this.
i used to think the same like i was the problem. like if even he couldn’t love me then maybe no one could. it pissed me off how fast he made me believe i was easy to love then ripped it away.
I completely understand! I know it is hard, but the first step should be loving ourselves. I love being loved as well, but I think it is finally time I find that love within myself: I think you should do that too.
im doing everything to accept it and love myself thanksss !!