how do I move on from him i don't understand i remember there was a time where i didn't contacted him for 3 months straight but then I went out with my friends on the same place me and my ex used to hangout and at night i had to move from my hometown and it was a very vulnerable spot for me and i texted him after straight 3 months and then i ruined everything we were just so perfect but i....I hate myself for ruining the whole relationship....once there was a time where i didn't contacted him for straight 3 months and now? I can't even let one day go without texting him...it's weird it's pathetic i really want to just cry rn
Last updated on:2025-09-07T05:03:02+05:30
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like you’re measuring yourself against that 3 month stretch, like it proves something. i used to do that, compare old control to now. it never made me feel better, only kept me stuck in the same thought.
i did the 3 months once too. then one moment of missing him and i folded. i thought i ruined all the progress. it wasn’t pathetic though, it just showed how much i cared. i cried a lot over that.
i hated myself too. thought i destroyed the only good thing i had. i kept replaying that one text like it was the reason everything broke. i couldn’t go one day without reaching out either, it made me feel weak and gross.