it's day 35 i don't miss him i think i don't about a lot now , idk if better but yk he still in my mind often but it's just because im used to have him and he is gone so it's hard to get over so quickly so yeah im talking with someone else it's just normal idk if anything going comes out of it and it's also stupid that I watched our videos while i was crying before two days ago i felt so safe watching like it's was something make me relax while watching that but ik when im really done and just out will delete everything he doesn't deserve to stay in my phone while he deleted everything about me .. kinda hate him
Last updated on:2025-09-06T23:05:03+05:30
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saying you don’t miss him but still watching old stuff, still talking to someone new. i did the same, it was just me figuring out what part of me wanted comfort and what part wanted out.
i used to replay videos just to feel close again even when i knew it was messing me up. it felt safe for a minute like i still had a piece of us. i get why you held onto them.
hating him for wiping me out like i never happened. i kept our pics way too long, cried while watching them too. it pissed me off that he could delete so easy when i was drowning in it.