He is my first boyfriend in my life. we meet when i'm 19, i'm really happy and think i got my one and only. He love me so much more than i love him until he chat me that we not align anymore, he will bussy and i won't understand and we will hurting each other.
It's really kill me inside.. the things i never expect that.. we broke up on 12 July in chat, i messaging that i'm not accepted, 1 August he chat me to have call to talk about us, and he still in his opinion, 5 August we face to face. He crying when i'm crying then laughing i'm so confused why he doing that...
we have same organization and he never ever can see my eyes there.. i'm still love him until now but i think i need too move on.. but my mind keep thinking what nice topic to chat him hahaha then now he read my message only..
Do you think how long i can heal? i try no contact before but my mind keep thinking of him and chat him, until now i dont think he close with any girl.. he just focus his ambition and wanna take president of club, this is really the ending of us?
Last updated on:2025-09-09T10:58:08+05:30
Comments (7)
looks like you’re stuck between holding on and reality, trying to time your healing around his attention. from what you’re saying, he’s focused on other stuff and you’re still tied to the past. that usually means the ending is real even if it doesn’t feel like it.
I'm still manage my heart and do other stuff but it's still semester break, i'm really don't do anything..
Any suggestion for me 🥲?
i know that mix of crying and laughing, it made me feel dizzy too. your heart wants him but your head knows it won’t work. it’s ok to still love him while slowly letting go, it took me months before i even stopped thinking about him every day.
Glad to hear that.. OTW letting him go 😌
thought he was it, then bam, chat breakup like nothing. i kept thinking maybe it’s not over, maybe he’ll cry with me again. it just drags on and hurts every time you see him act normal.
Mybee he is? i chat his mom about us and she say until now he refuse eat dinner with them and prefer eat alone after all.. I'm still don't understand what he wanna do if he still pain like me as well.. In the end we just need to wait until he heal or just let it go 🥲
Sometimes guy hide something about us... We don't know the real reason aree...
you are young and you will find love again. you also focus on yourself.