i am so lonely i miss him so much i hate me i hate him i am so mad but i love him
Last updated on:2025-09-08T20:52:09+05:30
i am so lonely i miss him so much i hate me i hate him i am so mad but i love him
i am so lonely i miss him so much i hate me i hate him i am so mad but i love him
Last updated on:2025-09-08T20:52:09+05:30
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lying awake just missing him so bad, heart aching and hating myself for still caring, it’s painful
i feel you :((
i felt that too, screaming inside, wanting to hate him but still wanting him there, it made me sick
i love and hate him so much i cant see the bad in him
I know the feeling. I'm right there with you.
im right there with you. i love him but i hate him for not being who make me fall in love with. i feel so alone but believe me when i say, if you give in, its starting the pain all over again. i was doing so good, went to see him 5 days ago and my heart has been in pieces all over again. i wish i never wouldve. just gotta learn how to be happy alone.
I relate so much… I do miss him as a person, but the worst part is being this lonely.
yes i feel so lonely it makes everything so hard :/ especially when you have nobody to talk
@GoodDay345 I have the feeling that I need people around me 24/7 because I’m not capable of taking care of myself. And I live abroad and don’t have any family around me, just a few friends who have their own lives. So I need to remind myself that even though I can’t take care of myself perfectly because I’m not well, I must take care of myself imperfectly. When I don’t have the energy to cook, I eat a piece of fruit. When I can’t sleep, I call a friend on a different time zone. When I feel like reaching out to him, I write in my diary. It’s all that I can do right now and it feels exhausting but I’m hoping it will pass.
relax write journal it will surely help you write the pros and cons for being with him and follow as per the situation
thank you so much!!:)
Yes. This is very good advice.