was hit with a reminder of him today

I think Ive been doing pretty well since the breakup 3 months ago and having to still see him at school. every once in a while, I would have small reminders of him, but they different affect me too much and sometimes just made me angry. but today, I was going through my emails and found a couple from him because before we exchanged numbers and started dating we would talk over email everyday. I guess it just made it feel so real especially now, seeing how he is now with just avoiding me and acting like he hates me. But reading those emails, I just don't understand how that's the same person. It just seems like he really was trying to make this work, but then once we actually started dating he just stopped trying as much. and I think I know why-he was just so obsessed with finding someone after being rejected so many times, and tried so hard to get us to actually start dating and then once we were, he began just losing interest I guess. So those emails just reminded me of how sweet he used to be and the innocent flirting we used to do, it just seems like another life now. And it hurts to know that everything he ever did for me was never genuinly for me, it was to satisfy his want of a relationship.

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