DAY 90

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Today marks day 90 since we last talked and also the last time I saw him. For a long time, it was an emotional rollercoaster but thinking about it now, I haven't cried in a while. Thinking about him doesn't hurt as much. He's not the first thing in my mind when I wake up or the last when I go to bed. I'm at peace and calm. #healing

Last updated on:2025-09-08T19:07:01+05:30

Comments (8)

NIcolasVI
NIcolasVI 6 mths ago

it sounds like your body just slowed down after the chaos. 90 days in, the noise isn’t as loud. that’s how it looked for me too.

HappyXOXO43
HappyXOXO43 6 mths ago

Yeah. That makes sense

farawayme
farawayme 6 mths ago

reaching that point where i noticed my mornings felt lighter. no tears before sleep. it felt strange at first, almost like guilt for not hurting the same.

HappyXOXO43
HappyXOXO43 6 mths ago

I know I'm still not completely over him but I can manage my emotions

Vicloma
Vicloma 6 mths ago

90 days sounded like a jail sentence for me. i counted every one and told myself i didn’t care but i did. i stopped crying too, not cause i healed, just cause i was empty.

HappyXOXO43
HappyXOXO43 6 mths ago

I'm sorry to hear that.

WildSun535
WildSun535 6 mths ago

it's really great to hear... I hope I manage to accomplish the same someday. thanks for sharing.

HappyXOXO43
HappyXOXO43 6 mths ago

You will for sure. Give yourself time