so what happened he texted me today saying "Will you come home with me after coaching today? i said "why" he said "yes or no" and then i said "whyyy bro?" then he just left me on seen....the fact that today i didn't wanted to come coaching but the fact that he might come made me attend the 7hrs coaching which is fine but the fact of knowing he might have come but he did not actually made me feel soo bad like the fact that I was constantly checking my phone hoping he might have come and texted that come outside fast but nope no text AND when i realised that he has not come made me soooo sad that like i have to go from a point to another where my van is present I was continuously checking my surroundings and I was checking my phone for any sign that he might have come but nope none and today while walking to my van felt like a continuous stab into my heart...why did he even texted me saying that stuff, he gave me hope and left me with nothing...fr I love him soo much but low-key?? hate him sm....or you can say i lowkey hate myself knowing the fact that i would never in my entire life would hate him and there will always a soft spot for him...my first love
Last updated on:2025-09-10T00:47:02+05:30
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you went to coaching because of him checked your phone every few minutes kept scanning the place. he had your whole focus while giving you nothing back. i did that too it drained me.
waiting outside once phone in my hand certain he’d show up. he never did. the walk home after felt endless. i get what you mean when you say it stabbed i felt that too.
i hated that feeling when he dangled me like that. one text and i’d rearrange my whole day. then nothing. it felt like i was begging for crumbs and still couldn’t stop.
This is so frustrating. You were hoping he’d come through for you, but instead he refused to reply to your text. “Why” is a reasonable question to ask, especially if he’s in the wrong, and he couldn’t even give you that. If he won’t even communicate, he’s not worth your energy. It hurts right now, but you deserve better and you will find better.