I'm so proud of her, she's going to the gym, she's got a job interview today, I'm so so proud but I J's want to be able to tell her that
I wish she needed me as much as I need her, I'm getting an emergency intervention counselor J's to keep me sane and she's doing fine
I need her back I can't do this without her
she said we can stay friends but she doesn't message me, I always message first bc I can't stay away, I can't love anyone else, I can't see a future with anyone but her
we were so perfect until a month ago, her my got worse and mine got worse as well and now it's over but I don't want it to be I J's need her back I wanna fix things
Last updated on:2025-09-09T22:02:03+05:30
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you’re holding both pride in her and panic about losing the bond. i did that too, kept messaging first just to feel close even though it felt one sided.
i wanted to tell him every little “i’m proud of you” even when we weren’t together. it hurt when he didn’t reach out first.
i remember watching my ex post about all the things i used to cheer them on for. felt like i’d been erased. i was pissed they looked fine while i was drowning.