I want.

u wanting him back and knowing it won’t work, like you’re watching yourself make moves you can’t fully take

i felt that too, wanting to reach out but knowing it would just hurt more. it sucked holding it in, but i remember small relief in giving myself that boundary

For me sometimes i send it what i wanna, not for he to see that just for let out all my feeling. After that i resend it, I using IG coz you wont get notif when you deleted it

i kept typing messages deleting them feeling like i was a ghost in his world it burned every time i imagined him reading what i wanted to say