Next month will be our anniversary if we still together but we broke up on July in chat and face to face on august. I have mix feeling today when i remember around this mounth he always chat me everyday, asking go outside and have photobooth in internal event.
We have in same organization and get notification that have another internal event soon, It's make me reflect... What if I don't go at that time and we won't sharing and understand each other...
It's really pain when he the one chassing me and leave me in the same time.. All the memories really hit me today.. I'm not deserve this pain.. when i'm okay be single at that time... What should i do? Anyone can give me suggestion?
Last updated on:2025-09-11T21:24:30+05:30
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you’re stuck between two pictures one where he chased you and one where he left. the event just reminded you of both at once, that’s why it feels sharper today.
That's rightt... It's so annoying i need to feel that... 😭😭
i remember when dates came around and it felt like the past was happening again. i used to get flooded with little moments, like how he used to wait for me after class. it’s normal you’re hurting, it’s a lot to carry.
It's really pain 😭😭 how you handle it? i regret everything, i should not accepted him...
anniversaries messed me up too. i hated how my brain replayed every little detail like some cruel movie. i kept thinking if i never said yes to hanging out then i wouldn’t have to feel this now.
Thats kill me insidee 😭😭 I hope can forget everything about him..