Today the girl I love blocked me on everything. I truly hated myself, even cried in the shower for a whole hour. I journaled god why take her away from me why. I also asked god for a sign I so desperately needed. Cause I was thinking dark thoughts about my life. When I wrote that I felt angry and hopeless. But somehow I came across this movie named (500) days of summer. It was like the movie felt so real. I learnt so much about love from the movie. And it actually brought me peace. All I can say is stay hopeful and god will bring you a sign. Don’t give up. Also recommend watching the movie. I learnt a lot about love from it.
Last updated on:2025-09-12T02:20:04+05:30
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you blocked everywhere and wrote to god about itfelt hopeless then stumbled on a film that shifted something. weird how pain makes you grab onto anything that feels like it sees you.
i once asked god why he took him from me, wrote the same question over and over. i like that you found a bit of calm in a movie, sometimes the smallest thing gives a little air.
i crying so long in the shower i couldn’t tell if it was my tears or the water. i begged for signs too, but most days it just felt like silence.
Thank you for you recommendation, actually i did the same things, pray everynight and asking why this happend to me.. like i'm not deserve this pain.. I'm really don't have any idea 🤧 i think i will watching that soon.. Hope you healed soon ❣️