I saw her again and something inside me cracked memories regrets everything came rushing back. I’ve made mistakes most born from not knowing how to handle what I felt.
She was my first spark but she fell for my best friend and I buried my feelings. Years later we reconnected and the past resurfaced she said she had feelings too.
I chose her then chose him then chose her again and lost my entire circle in the process. Our gang shattered my anchor gone and I moved cities trying to rebuild myself.
She stayed in my life but lies kept surfacing and trust kept breaking. I tried to walk away but the cycle pulled me back until I finally blocked her.
Last night I saw her again and the pain returned like a ghost I never buried. I don’t want answers anymore I just want peace and to feel whole again.
Last updated on:2025-09-11T18:43:02+05:30
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what stands out is how much got tangled with friends, choices, lies. it’s like every time you tried to pick one thing, something else broke. no wonder the ghost still feels present.
the way you described it, i felt my own chest tighten. i remember wanting peace more than anything, not even love, just quiet in my head. it took me forever to stop chasing answers.
i hated seeing mine again. felt like someone ripped open scars i thought healed. i wanted to scream at myself for ever letting him back in, for all the circles i ran in just to end up alone.