She once told me my face disgusted her that every time she saw me she felt like slapping me. Those words still echo in my mind. Just two days ago I finally asked her about it.
She said she didn’t even remember saying it. But I do. I always will. She’s the only girl I’ve ever loved—since childhood. I used to dream about her every night.
But she made it clear she never liked me. I was just another classmate to her. She follows everyone from our batch on Instagram except me. That silence speaks volumes.
I gave my entire teenage years to her. Never loved anyone else. Never even held another girl’s hand. Yet she has pictures with boys holding hers smiling like it meant something.
Right now I feel invisible. Unwanted. Alone. And it hurts more than I ever thought it could.
Last updated on:2025-09-11T16:53:02+05:30
Comments (3)
i felt that too, loving someone who barely saw me back. the silence, the pictures, it crushed me more than words. it’s okay to hurt like this, it shows what you gave.
you’re holding onto every little detail and measuring yourself against her life now. that kind of focus keeps the pain alive, even years later.
i get that, i remember being called ugly by someone i loved for years, feeling it in my bones, and they acted like it never happened. it never leaves you, even when they forget.