The silent mornings, no midday check ins. No memes, reels, tiktoks. The fact of the matter is, no matter how much I try to accept she's gone, I still have this almost programming to check and see if she messaged me. I hate how much I have to fight the urge to send her something I know she'll smile at. I miss the jokes we have, the understanding. She was chaotic, but she brought me peace in knowing she was there. I'm trying to focus on myself, but my thoughts keep going back to "I hope she comes back" and we actually can work on things.
Last updated on:2025-09-16T14:39:59+05:30
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I just absorbed a few hours of YT content on him just not being interested vs being an avoidant. Either way, the results are the same. Silence.
I wouldn't say it's comforting that others are going through what I am, but it hurts less knowing that my situation isn't as rare as I thought
it sounds like a lot of folks could use a back up friend to text or send something too when the urge hits. i have 2 friends that I text right now when that feeling hits. its really helping.
im in the same boat you are. I have tried and tried but he wont receive it. I want to know how his day was, how his classes are, how he's doing. but nothing. im not even worth the 2 seconds it takes to reply or a 10 minute conversation. he doesnt care he never has
I feel the same about my girl tbh and it hurts to catch your self wanting to send a video to them
what you describe sounds like a habit your brain still runs, checking for her, wanting to share. it took me a while to realize i wasn’t actually waiting for her, i was waiting for that feeling of being understood again.
you're not alone. i can't even bedrot and doomscroll in peace, i get the urge to send them tiktoks or reels every time i do
I could not relate to this more. Whenever I am in social media mindlessly scrolling, it only take one Star Wars reference, or a couple meme, or a tv show we watched post, or even puppies to remind me of him. I want so hard to send it to him and talk about it, and hate how much it reminds me of him and makes me yearn for him. Not being able to message the good mornings, enjoy lunch, hearing about their day or even good nights, kills me. I miss my person. It sucks to still have hope, when you know that other person lost it. I feel you, but we got this! You are not alone
i've been there too! i feel so empty and i'm longing for her presence. however, when we broke and in less than a weak she already had another girl my friend saw them holding hands and it crashes me into pieces that i even cried about it to my mom. 3 weeks now that we broke up, and yes i still miss her but i don't want her back. i miss how things are and i miss the routine with her, but everything happens for a reason. we are 3 years together and it was so unfair how she find someone so easily. maybe we're not okay now, but one day we will. time will heal ❤️🩹 healing dust for everyone ✨
i get that urge to send something you know would make her laugh. i used to type out whole messages and then delete them. the missing doesn’t just switch off it lingers.
i hated the mornings most. no good morning text no dumb meme. i’d stare at my phone like an idiot wanting her to just break the silence. it made me feel pathetic.