no contact with hopes of contact in future

you want no contact to be a pause button not an ending. i remember holding onto that idea too thinking maybe space would reset things. sometimes it did sometimes it didn’t.

our breakup wasn’t ugly just timing and distance. i stayed quiet so i could breathe again. later when i reached out the conversation was gentle. not the same as before but it didn’t hurt like it used to.

i tried that. told myself we’d talk again once i was better. months passed i was still checking my phone like an idiot. by the time i reached out she had moved on. felt like i wasted all that silence.

if they leave you once they may leave you twice , we too broke up for non toxic reasons and he still came back 3 times and still left me in thoses 3 times, I think the only reason that brought him back because he needed love and support during his final year of colleage and once he graduated he just left me cause now he doesn't need me anymore and told me clearly " thanks for accepting me each time I came back because I knew you wouldn't push me away and accept me "

Yeahh ofc deep my heart as i'm still thingking we can fix it but he just give up 🥲 i wanna fix it but he just thinking i'm bringing up the problem..

Only time and universe can push him to contact me and i'm available any time 🤧